Sometimes it happen to me. Not always.
But thanks jolleen. Wish you happy. Btw, long time no see.
Present and presence by the person you care and vice versa.
Which one is more important and heart-touching?
Presence. Yet, most of the times, I couldn't be there.
Talking bout present, the value of the present actually represent the position of the recipient in the heart of sender.
Do you agree? In this context, I mean normal layman like me.
Not applicable for those who are rich and otherwise.
today post is in collaboration with wendee's bday. and what her dear gave to her. sweet.
Hard work doesnt pay off all the time. What should I do when it doesnt pay off?
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Thanks to papa n mama.
Thank you to the person who helped me to write reference letters.
Thank you to my aunties and uncles.
Thank you to piggy dear for worrying for me. and thinking of to sleep on the floor and let me sleep on the bed.. so touch.
Thank you to miss NG. the second time.
* Since I am worrying for my University stuff....
No thanks to the person who submited wrongly my koko marks to MOE. HATE YOU.
She/He jeopardising my future. Yet got the gut to say " tak apalah".
Hell. Lets see how "tak apalah" if that happens to your own kids.
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My mood is still damn bad. The scratch by my cousin still hurting.
Sucks. is sucks. really sucks.
When can it recover?
Need to use the coconut cream thingy.
Made a trip to Jusco. TO the sushi king. Yuckss. Really not nice the soba.
P.S. Bought a mother's day card. IS on the 11 of May
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Whats the point?
He is just a 2 years kid who don't know it will pain and left me with a scar.
At my back.
I couldn't see how serious it is. But is pain.
luckily I cannot see it. Otherwise gonna stare at it for the whole day.
He is better off than people who hurt other people when they know it will pain them and left them with intangible scar.
Such type of people is called v.i.p.
very incorrigible person.
I want to wear bikini. IS not nice with a scar.
Wendee said never mind.
People will only see in front instead of back.
That should be ok.
Tell me my front is not that bad.
Should be..Starting to appreciate it.
Well, not really. Sigh.
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I have one blind date the coming Tuesday.
Give me a flower.
Go, dun go, go, dun go, go, dun go, go, dun go, go, dun go, go, dun go, go, dun go, go, dun go......
I won't get married too even if it is successful.
Unless.. if I have no other choice.
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Yet, dun ask me to forget.
The more I try, the harder it is. Maybe I dun wish to. Yes, I dun wish to. So what?
Give me two life times, I will tell you is impossible too.
Unless I knock my head, brain concussion, lost my memory.
I will try hard to protect my brain then.
Even if I lose my memory, my heart is still pumping and jumping heartily.
I am not heartless. my heart is warm. with love and passion.
So tell me, how to forget?
I would always wonder, why people said "follow your heart".
And heart is always connected to feeling.
Why not liver, brain, lungs, kidneys?
WEiiiii, they are important organs too ok?
Oh I had a lot to say was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren't the same
Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me want to die
i am sorry i'm bad, i am sorry i failed,I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back I love how you kiss, I love all you're sounds, and baby the way you make my world go round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry:
This time I think I'm to blame it's harder to get through the days
You get older and blame turns to shame
Every single day I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried it's never too late to make it right Oh yeah sorry! [Chorus]
(saw it accidentally this afternoon when searching some stuff)
To MIss A : Buck up!!! Jia you jia you!! You are not alone
To miss piggy : Good luck for ur draft.
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Most of the times, I will put on the happy mask. I appeared to be smiling, deep down there is something wrong with me. Nobody will discover though. I act well, don't I ?
And nowadays, I will angry, sad, feel frustrated, irritating and so on for the most 10 minutes.
Melissa said is optimistic. I never know myself is so, till she told me. I think I am pessimist.
I love kiddy, childish. This makes life simpler and cuter and more comfortable.
Naive is good.
Mature is not good. This makes life tougher, isnt't it?
Mature is not good, doesn't mean I am not. Right? Haha.
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Went to Sushi King again for my breakfast-lunch.
UOB card holders enjoy 10% rebate, rebate not discount.
And I snatched his one and finished it off. WAkakakaka.. Ok, I din do that. I am not so mean.
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It is a call from si jing.wong si jing eh!!!
Word is not enough to express my surprise.
We chatted bout 10 minutes, about what we doing recently, what is our course choices and so on. She phoned me for nothing in particulars.
so happy! Chu zhen, are you secretly envying me ? Or she did phone u? Hehe.
Si Jing is my Form Six school mate. School mate not class mate.
And Chu Zhen is her....... not to be revealed. Keke..Chu Zhen is my F6 class mate.
Didi and I dunno what is the exact date for Mother' Day and Father's Day. Ignorance of the date doesn't means we do not love our parents.
Mother's Day - second sunday of MAY
Father's Day - third sunday of JUNE
Do you all know that not every country has the same date?
Dun always hope to have 48 hours in a day, later God really give you 48 hours in a day but 15 days in a month. Dun complain time is not enough.
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So, if one day u found out tat i totally lost contact with u, would u just go where ever I am, to kick my ass and give me a hug? Sure it wouldn't too hard right? So, dun worry..Dun complain is too expensive.
Yoohoo, somebody link me in her blog, wa.. i am so happy, i could be more happy if she didn't link me as PIGPIG.. Can u pls change it to a proper name or even a cuter nick? Thank you very much..
Why is IELTS so damn it expensive? Couldnt it like MUET? and hey MPM, coudnt you adjust the syllabus of MUET or do whatever deemly to make it recognise widely and globally?
My parking skill is too good that I couldnt get off the car since there is car beside the car I am driving. And is not necessary to tell you all how I come out of the car right? I didn't shift the car at all in case I hear a "pong" sound since my front ,my left and right got cars... SAD n sobbbbb. Why I am so stupiak? Nvm, i need more practice..Is ok.. still very sad!!!!!!!!!!!!
Lastly, why people want to two timing? What the heck they actually thinking?
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I don't think dictionary is a good reference in this case.
I fear that something like this happen ;
" come, let me introduce, this is one of my good frens"
the person which i think is my good fren, " Huh, since when I become her good fren ?"
Just like somebody just give me a slap on my cute face.
Yet, I am very sure who is my best friend.
I dun need many, as long as it is life long. It is possible? Will distance again be the Great Wall of China of frienship? Let's hope nop..
Hope you have a nice day tomorrow!
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2. beating people ( I only will realise I have beaten other people after I have done it, feel so ashamed of myself )
3. children ( when they are making noise )
4. money ( I love it at the same time )
5. betrayal ( I mean, who don't hate it? )
6. camera ( because I am too cute?? )
7. people who are not punctual ( up to 15 minutes still can be pardon )
8. waiting and still waiting
10. rainy day
11. people who ask me lebih questions
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the word can only be so big, couldnt get bigger...
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Emm, next time, ignore me, just take picture as you all like, as long as I din appear in the pic... haha..
I am not a lady who started to like cosmetics, just because the life span of cosmetics is short, couldn't put there remain intact for too long.. is such a waste.. regret and regret..
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1. calm and not nervous, upset or excited
2. behaving in a way that is not as friendly as you expect
According to dictionary.com ;
1. lacking in interest, dispassionate
2. lacking in warm
3. unresponsive, indifferent
According to my brother, Mr Soh Shuo Yan, cool is have no interest in other things that are not related to you, means none of my business attitude.
Which definition do you prefer?
Well, maybe is not you do not understand me well, probably I have too many characteristics? Plus, the time we are together in person is not that long, right?
My advice, dun know me too deep. People will start to drift apart if they know each other too well.
No matter what, still love you a lot ya.. Hehe..
Do I know you well then? It is important? Answer me, ok?
Freunde fur immer..
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Think they are also very happy to see me ( perasan )...
My sisters also very happy to see me, my big sis just wont admit it..I know she is..haha
Tomorrow gonna to pay a visit to my ancestors' tomb early in the morning.
Yesterday, I went to CIMB to deposit money into my SSPN account, ended up it is out of the deposit slip.. The officer there even misunderstook me as a FORM 3 girl. Should I be happy?
Part of me is sad and part of me is happy.. Sigh.
Me and didi really no fate. We bought the ticket of the same time, 4pm, to back to Muar. One from KL, one from JB, however we didn't meet each other at the bus station as she reached earlier. I am still so expecting to see her in the bus station.. Who knows.. she reached home before i even reach the town.
Anybody want to date me out? Am going back this saturday or sunday..
Oh ya, wendee said, 10 pm is a challenge for me, not a resolution.. a challenge then.
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Today is raining, sien.. i hate raining days..
I went to Sushi King again today(lazy to upload the pics)..wakaka.. Hey, Sushi King, u should give me 0.01 % of ur shares yo.. or perhaps 1 % will be better..
The outing to Jusco Tebrau takes up my whole day, just for buying a present, moisturiser, and Sushi King.. When I reached home, too lazy to do any stuff anymore. haiz. sigh. y m i so lazy?
Somebody feed me with lazy worm while I am sleeping it is? Who? who? who so bad?????
Is distance a barrier for relationships? I dun understand and I will never understand I think. I think is just an excuse. Chasing after an explaination will only make people tired.
The explaination lied the loudest, and we pretend we are deaf,so that we feel better. Ignorance is bliss.
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Hehe, my lunch for today.. oo..happi happi..Today got promotion at Sushi King..tomorrow and the day after tomorrow too..and perhaps another one more day.
My beloved seasoned scallop sushi..
I am a sushi freak.. dunno why.. I just love it.
By the way, can anyone tell me the definition of " sexy"? My granny asked me, " Han, what is sexy, does it mean that those girls are sexy if they are scantily clad? "................well, i can only keep smiling, i dunno how to answer my ah ma..someone explain to me..Pls.. but i dun think sexy is defined so..
My recent made resolution : to knock myself sleep at 10pm. Bless me..
Should get off now since 10 pm coming, have to brush teeth and cleanse face..
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I LOVE YOU FOREVER = 15 characters
I LOVE YOU = 8 characters
8/15 x 100 = 53.333333333333333333333333333333333 %
Do u believe in the FOREVER? haha.. let me noe..
53.3333% is too little rite? nvm.. another method then
I LOVE YOU FOREVER = 4 words
I LOVE YOU = 3 words
3/4 x 100 = 75 % ta daaaaa..
higher lots rite???
Use the second method then..is better..haha
I am insane, dun bother me..sigh.....
Frustration lurks in me today. i m so damn pek cek.
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oh ya..i still heard got many photos were taken without we all realising it.. emm..wondering who was the photographer.. fit to be paparazzi.. haha..
Oooooo..very looking forward to see the book..everyone got different cover..so expecting it.. hehe
Ah pig, u better dun pretend hear nothin, see nothin this time.. tell u something..
i treasure u.. i m more lucky than u. cos i meet u..but u meet me.. haha..reali..
a few days ago i got my pay..so today i treat my aunt to lunch.. and her husband said.... i gonna buy toto..tell me the total sum u all have for lunch..am i so kedekut huh????? sobbbbb....
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Well, it doesn't happen to me..
the person who attempted to fool me doesnt success since i m so alert..wakaka..
P.S. when can i forget the pain? it is the time when i can truly free.. Althought i feel pain no more..
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