I dunno y is so hard to let go and never think back.
Self-deception brings me to today.
I really feel to cry.
But the good thing is, the tears didnt drop down.
My brain and heart are not working together.
Tats y no tear drops.
Isn't tat a good thing?
I know cleary myself, I couldnt pretend like normal.
Yet i force myself to be so.
I dun wan to give myself anymore hopes.
Bcos is not me.
Tat person is not me.
And not me.
Why not me?
Better get back to contract law. and dun waste my 5gb here.
But then again...sigh...
Man, I am really sad.
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