Silence.
End of conversation.
Hung the phone.
Did I fail to understand your day?
Fail to understand wat you are thinking and wat you want?
Did I make you feel better or worse?
Somehow I feel is worse. Self-reproaching.
But then again, this is ME. how can i change such nature? HOW DO I? I am always the observer, running through everything in my brain, the substantial output is often filtered.
I lost on my way, which with some effort, I can bring myself on the right track.
But I chose to be lost, momentarily.
Yeah, I know, this is total sucks. but I chose to ignore, momentarily.
I hate December, it makes me feel old again.
I love December, Santa Claus is coming to town. I just love Xmas, I duno y. Maybe is just bcos the joyous mood. delighted.
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