I have to throng the jam every early morning and every evening.
and this is the JB city.
with high rate of crime. especially snatch theft. so beware.
By the time I reach home, I am super tired.
My main role as attachie is observer. with a lot of explaination from police officers.
I am glad that most of them are willing to teach and explain.
Have life been better after third year inofficially ends? Slightly. and I doubt any further.
certain worries are still there, certain worries have alleviated and certain worsen.
Hows yours?
I feel that I am slowly closing myself to the reality. due to lack of internet connectivity.
or maybe intentionally.
What about happiness? I duno.
Hows the feeling of living in a secluded island??
| 2:54:00 PM | 0 kisses. |
Thursday, May 5, 2011
you are driving me mad
First, am I that stupid? am I so unconscious to the surrounding?
Am I blind? From wat you think I am blind?
I am not blind, just refuse to receive comments.
Because I just love my face.
I shouldnt tell soooooooo so so many things. Many things are best left untold. Isnt it true?
Yes, it is. I should learn how to keep most of thing to myself so that people won judge me.
and i care how people jugde me.
Because I have strong ego. So what?
Many of them doubt you.
and so, please prove them wrong and prove me right.
Is true when you grow up, nothing become simple.
Because, even if u want to see everything as so so so simple, people around you just dont BLOODY LET YOU DO SO.
They start to comment and tell you so and so and so and so.
Whats wrong of me looking everything, everyone naively?
As long as I am happy.
But now, you made me so unhappy. over small little things.
Make me so doubt of myself, my own judgment, my own feeling.
Because you all judge, sometimes without knowing all the facts.
And so do I. Perhaps I am no different from you.
Return me back my freedom, my rights and my liberty to look thing simple.
Everything ought to be simple.
Can I just follow my feeling?
From certain point, life is sucks to the max because you dun live alone, you live in a society where you need to communicate with other people and let them affect you.
Life sucks.
Stop making my life bad.
I ought to be happy.
Yes, goodbye.
| 11:29:00 AM | 0 kisses. |
Am I blind? From wat you think I am blind?
I am not blind, just refuse to receive comments.
Because I just love my face.
I shouldnt tell soooooooo so so many things. Many things are best left untold. Isnt it true?
Yes, it is. I should learn how to keep most of thing to myself so that people won judge me.
and i care how people jugde me.
Because I have strong ego. So what?
Many of them doubt you.
and so, please prove them wrong and prove me right.
Is true when you grow up, nothing become simple.
Because, even if u want to see everything as so so so simple, people around you just dont BLOODY LET YOU DO SO.
They start to comment and tell you so and so and so and so.
Whats wrong of me looking everything, everyone naively?
As long as I am happy.
But now, you made me so unhappy. over small little things.
Make me so doubt of myself, my own judgment, my own feeling.
Because you all judge, sometimes without knowing all the facts.
And so do I. Perhaps I am no different from you.
Return me back my freedom, my rights and my liberty to look thing simple.
Everything ought to be simple.
Can I just follow my feeling?
From certain point, life is sucks to the max because you dun live alone, you live in a society where you need to communicate with other people and let them affect you.
Life sucks.
Stop making my life bad.
I ought to be happy.
| 11:29:00 AM | 0 kisses. |